Ixen

Spirit Day

Originally posted by neo_prodigy at Spirit Day
 


It’s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 6 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks/months due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools.

RIP Tyler Clementi, Seth Walsh (top)
RIP Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase (middle)
RIP Asher Brown and Billy Lucas. (bottom)

REBLOG to spread a message of love, unity and peace.


Ixen

Smiling

Seems like something is really watching over us~.. After the rain came a blinding sun and the bluest sky ever! Huge thanks to DC for opening some doors for us, making a future I thought I'd have to wait at least one year for just a few months away.

If everything goes according to plan. c:

*crosses fingers*
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Ixen

The best

Alright I haven't been this happy in years!!
Everything seems to be going awesomely atm and I smile every day and I hope it won't end anytime soooon æ V æ mmmf
Ixen

EVEN THOUGH IT HURRRRTS

YEAH so yesterday was the 17th of may, a pretty big day for us ukefolks as it marked our national day, the day we finally dared to tell everyone to gtfo our country, and alllso Alexander Rybak keeled Lordi's Eurovision record by 100 points! yeyyy! His voice was all EAAUUREEEAsssd but it seems like Europe still liked it. U8

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16) No, I don't want to have a threesome with you and your boyfriend. You scare me. We're not even friends. Stop calling me.
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Ixen

My turn

Okok, guess who u r.


1) You're such a sweet, sweet lollipop~! Even if our convos are short and language barrier'd, I still enjoy talking to you j v j Your lack of self-esteem makes me sad, but we're working on that, right? ♥
2) Roleplaying with you makes me so happy! Thank you for shoving me into the world of text rps! I'm terribly sorry for being too faily to rp so often, I just feel like I can't even compare to your level/vocabulary. It's even worse when I'm dizzy or sick, haha x) ♥ You're also a cutecute very tall awesome person, I really hope I can come down there in Aug!
3) Ohh, you're such a sweetheart x v x I'm always honored when you IM me, but your confidence-lackings drive me nuts! Please realize how amazing you are soon!! The letters you've sent me are hanging on mah wall, I never get tired of reading them! I should probably send mine soon, aha;;;
4) Dear you, idek if you're on lj or even know my online usernames, but I think we should hang out more than 30 minutes every 6 months! Srsly, I miss those old dayyys when we ran away together and were able to share our feelings. pff. Stop worrying me.
5) Yoooou. You're one of the meanest, cruelest, but also loveliest people I've ever known. You have so many talents and skills, it makes me envious just hearing about all the projects you have going! I want to invite your hands out for a date in July. Your pettings are out of this worrrld. ngh.
6) I miss you. You were probably one of my best online mates for a long time, your ideas are so amazing, my mind hurts. I know you're busy with other folks, but.. nnngh. I know I'm not the only one who says this, and I know you dislike it when your friends get jealous(ish). I'm sorry. )8
7) I wish I knew more about what's going on in your life;; we used to be good friends, didn't we? I get even more worried when you joke my questions away, pretending that nothing is wrong. I'm sorry if you don't want me to wriggle myself into your business;; You're so sweet, I get sad when I hear about what's happening to you from your other friends.
8) You're my biggest happymaker, seriously. See how I waited until my favorite number popped up to write about you? Yeah, you're my best friend evrr j U j I know I can be stalkerish about you pretty often, but you tell me you don't mind, so...! I could write about how you affect my life and emotions and head forever, but that would be way too much tl;dr! I'm just so glad that I found you on these big plains of internet, and I hope we can continue being as close as we are now!! I spend more time chatting with you than I do being with my local friends, it's annoying them quite a bit, ahah;; Too bad the nazis keep pulling you away from the computer! Cx But thassokay, i can wait forebaaa!
9) And you, my dear, annoy me so much. You're such a whinyface. I know you don't mean it, but you look like you're constantly fishing for compliments.
10) You too. No wonder why I blocked you, ffff. Just stop whining to online people about things you could easily fix by getting off your ass and do it YOURSELF. I can't rub your belly or bring you something else than soup, I'm sorry. I live on the other side of the ocean.
11) I giggle all the time when I talk/draw with you. You're such an awesome guy, I don't get how you can have such little self-esteem. Just looking at how hard you work to improve so fast makes my head spin and my hands squirmy. You're such an intelligent person, I've learned a lot by reading your IMs.
12) YOU ARE CRAZY. Your art is fugging AWESOME, your sense of humor kills me all the time! It makes me uncomfortable when you talk about me as if I was some kinda elite artistthing, though;;; You're so much more creative than me. I love your youtube blog episode... something. I also wish we talked more!
13) I'm sorry, it feels like I've let you down big time. You started the year complimenting me and acting as if we could get close and stuff, but all of a sudden, you seem to get tired of my behavior, criticizing my hobbies, life- and art style. I know I'm not a good person, but shoving it all in my face when you can see how fugging tired I am is just.... not a nice thing to do. Dx Though I do enjoy those mornings when you're supersleepy and stumble into the classroom, petting my head as you walk by.
14) I love you. sob. You're so cute and innocent (except not), your characters kick ass. We usually just crack-rp together either over msn or tegaki, but I wish we could talk more and get closerrr! < u < I'm sorry for having such a pedo character, it kind of feels like they're always raping your character. Probably cause they are.
15) I don't dislike you, but your complaining gets old after a while. Please, try to be positive for once!! You seem like a really nice person, but it's almost impossible to talk to you without getting annoyed.
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Ixen

Hello vørld

Good morning, fever! How nice of you to drop in the day before the exams u v u
IT'S NOT STOPPING MEEE mwaah today was awesome.
School was filled with drawing and compliments. At the end, three classes from Torhild + Buthan's school came to our school for their P.E lessons. Their school is 23093 years old and fails, so they don't have a gym. Anyway. Their school has red russ. Two of those classes were red russ. The other one was 2nd grade, where Torhild is, but they were having a test, sadly. Our school, which has blue russ, teamed up and filled buckets and big trashcans and everything else we could find, and waited by the entrance. As the students tried to get in, we attacked them with delicious, delicious water, "kidnapped" one of them with duct tape and showered the 1st graders at our school when they were leaving or on their way to the cantina. Fun times, until the red russ alerted their classmates who hadn't showed up yet and they prepared themselves with waterbottles and waterguns. War happened. <u<

I'm supposed to finish my bio-papers, but I can't stop watching Fanthomas...;;;
http://www.vgtv.no/?id=22347&category=55
Too much fun.

Tomorrow, three of our classes + another blue russ school will pay the other school a visit after the exam announcements.... fun times.
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Ixen

School tiems

great timing, dear life
A jee seems to be getting sick and disoriented as school's pressure increases u A u BUT I SHALL SURVIVE and rape Estonia and Holland and Americaland with my jeeness. yes.
Also, despite my pleading and self-victimizing, my workmate went to have her foot fixed with them surgeries today, thus making my work-schedule supertight in the exam season. x  v  x  They're currently bombarding my cellphone with negotiations and guiltfucking texts, trying to make me work all month. ffffff.

I'll be kinda inactive, methinks.
Over and out.


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Ixen

Oh oh

Alright, I've been a good girl, doing my hw.
Just wanted to share...

My mom walked in 2 hours ago, announcing that the carrot cake was faily, but ready. I laughed and hugged her, she's the only one who's been actively reminding me of my birthday, haha x v x and probably the only one who's excited about it.
She sat down with me for a while and explained that I shouldn't expect much from this birthday, as we don't have much money and we haven't heard anything from the rest of the family. I don't mind, cake is good too. <333

30 minutes later, I hear someone knocking on my window. I look down, and see Karoline. She yells that she wants to be the first to hug me when I'm 19, she's done this for me every birthday for the last 4 years, but I really didn't expect her to show up this year; I've been neglecting her far too much;;; I opened up the door for her and looked out, and there pops Karoline, Silje and Sofie up with balloons and cookies. ;  u ; I was THISCLOSE to begin to bawl in front of them, srs. They came in and hugged and congratulated me, giving me the cookies, a lollipop, love hearts and awesome-smelling flowers from their own gardens. Sofie had written a small book full of memories and nice poems, it made me cry so bad after they left x  A x;;;;;

nnnnhhh ILeveryone so bad right now. I'm hurting all over for some reason, but it might just be growing pains. ahahaha ha < u <

over and out
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Ixen

Ah, school.

Okay okay, so school is killing Jee quickly. To-do list for this + next week.

History work. 6 assignments. Possibly more, gotta look for them online. Miss one, lose your whole history grade.
Read 351 pages for the history final test on Tuesday. Remember that the result will make up 60-70 % of your history grade.
Make a presentation about the movie Se7en, compare it to normal criminal-detective classics. Due tomorrow.
Write all you know about biotechnology, find out more about the ethic problems related to it. Hand in before Thursday.
Write a paper about DNA and the experiments you've done related to this.
Die.

Oh, also. Try to make your boss understand that you really can't work on Friday and Saturday. Don't let her be a guilt-tripping bitch about it.
Making Karo feel better about you nervously laughing at her exam fail might also be a good option.
kthxbye, jee. good luck on ur journey.
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